Whyy amm ii so clingyy?

Ok so ive had only 2 bfriends my whoole life and im 13 bout 2 be 14 so i m dating da 2nd person and weve been dating 4 6 months hes rude and spoild sumtimez wich makez me mad and he alwayz jokez aroound in a meanish way but he also has his sweet times. So last wk i wantd 2 brake up cuz i had enuf uf dis but at da same time i wanted 2 stay witg him so i 4got aabout it and were still datin now but now i dont wanna brrake up at all what 2 do?.?